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to just see you what's been going on with me lately? i suddenly went out and got a life. well, not really, just been walking around a lot lately. the other night i went out on a walk with eric, and we took a ton of pictures. i had a lot of fun with him, too bad he's leaving tonight at 11:54. well, that's when his plane takes off. i hope he has fun in texas. i'm going to miss him. so is laura. :X yesterday laura came over here, and she was here all day, and all night, and we hung out. dennis came over and then yeah, we laid there together. i look back on the beginning of our relationship, and how much it's matured since the beginning. it seemed so fake. and it's really, really sad, that in a matter of two or three weeks, it will be over. i hate school for taking him away. i understand that it would be too hard, him being eighteen, and different schools, i know it will be too hard. i just don't ever want this to end. he told me he wished he could just hold me in his arms for the rest of summer. i cried. but this was our summer, and i know i'll never forget him. i don't regret anything. heh, i'll have a fun time moving on from him. but we started this without it being very serious, not going out, for this reason. i've just become infatuated. i feel so comfortable with him. he's perfect for now. :) dennis and i talked. we really talked. i love talking to him. like he'll be holding me, and we'll just be talking. yeah. that's how it's supposed to be. yeah. laura spent the night last night, and yeah, we kinda went to sleep. hehe. so much fun. the boys came over and we went to raley's. and port of subs. port of subs sucks, and our raley's has a deli in it. the deli in our raley's BLOWS compared to the deli in laura's raley's. i tried to squeeze in as much time as i could with eric, but i think he wanted some time alone with laura. except dennis is still with them. chelsea came home from camp yesterday, and she's taking me to an A's game tonight. that's going to be cool. yess. someone i can walk around with at a baseball game. muahaha. i haven't been to the oakland colusseum since i was a baby. i thought i was supposed to like the A's because i was born in oakland. hehe. silly me. i wonder who they're playing tonight? well i've gotta go. tomorrow night i'm spending the night at laura's house. i gotta start feeding the animals at eric's on wednesday. see ya. <3 alli |